Alot has happened again. We moved into a newer house on base (which is AMAZING.) I still hate Oklahoma but at least I love my house. Noah's finger is completely healed and will not need surgery. Hallelujah! The kids are out of school for the summer. I hope I can keep them busy over the next 3 months!!
Today is the day that we've been dreading since late last year. My hubby left for deployment. We were able to get family gate passes so that we could wait with him there until he boarded. It was very emotional. He flew in civilian clothes so when we started hugging and crying we got alot of side glances and I even saw a few people roll their eyes. It made it that much harder for me. I don't wear my emotions on my sleeve and for people to just assume I'm overreacting to a business trip really made me upset.
The kids had a hard time with it...especially Noah and Sophia. Noah's old enough to understand it more than the other two. And Sophia is so in love with her daddy that she didn't want to let go. It was rough.
My heart is so full of love and pride for my husband, yet it is empty because he is not here. I am fighting within myself to stay strong for my kids who need me now more than ever, but all I want to do is go to bed and not get up until these six months are over.
Now we try to dry our eyes and hike up our boot straps and move on. Not every day will be this hard and we'll get into a routine. Soon our lives will look normal on the outside but to us each day will be anything but. Life must go on and I pray it does so quickly!